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This precious truth thus proved, looks sourly and wishly upon all those that affirm that believers cannot in this life attain unto a certain well-grounded assurance of their everlasting happiness and blessedness – as [do] papists and Arminians: all know that know their writings and teachings, that they are in arms against this Christ-exalting, and soul-cheering doctrine of assurance. “I know no such thing as assurance of heaven in this life,” saith Grevinchovius, the Arminian.

Assurance is a pearl that they trample under feet. It is a beam of heaven that hath so much light, brightness, and shining glory in it, that their bleary eyes cannot behold it.  Assurance is glory in the bud, it is the suburbs of paradise, it is a cluster of the land of promise, it is a spark of God, it is the joy and crown of a Christian; greater is their impiety and folly that deny assurance, that cry down assurance under the name or notions whatsoever.  They are rather tormenters than comforters that say, poor souls may know that there is a crown of righteousness, but they must not presume to know that they shall have the honor to wear that crown.

Arminians are not ashamed to say, that God may crown a man one hour, and uncrown him in the next.  They blush not to say that a man may be happy and miserable, under love and under wrath, an heir of heaven and a firebrand of hell, a child of light and a child of darkness, and all in an hour.  Oh what miserable comforters are these!  What is this but to torment the weary soul?  Ah! How sad it is for men to affirm that wounded spirits may know “that the Sun of righteousness hath healing in his wings,” Mal. 4:2; but they cannot be assured that they shall be healed.  The hungry soul may know that there is bread enough in his Father’s house but cannot know that he shall taste of that bread, Luke 15:17.  The naked soul may know that Christ hath robes of righteousness to cover all spots, sores, defects, and deformities of it, but may not presume to know that Christ will put these royal robes upon it, Rev. 3:18.  The impoverished soul may know that there be unsearchable riches in Christ, but cannot be assured that ever it shall partake of those riches, Ephesians 3:8.

All that these men allow poor souls is guesses and conjectures that it may be well with them. They will not allow souls to say with Thomas, “My Lord, and my God,” John 20:18; nor with Job to say, My Redeemer lives,” Job 19:25; nor with the church, I am my beloved’s, and his desire is towards me,” Solomon’s Song 7:10.  And so they leave souls in a cloudy, questioning, doubting, hovering condition.

What more uncomfortable doctrine than this?  What more soul-disquieting, and soul-unsettling doctrine than this?  Thou art this moment in a state of life, thou mayest the next moment be in a state of death?  Thou art now gracious, thou mayest the next hour be graceless?  Thou art now in the promised land, yet though mayest die in the wilderness?  Thou art today a habitation for God, thou mayest tomorrow be a synagogue of Satan?  Thou hast today received the white stone of absolution, thou mayest tomorrow receive the black stone of condemnation?  Thou art now in Thy Savior’s arms, thou mayest tomorrow be in Satan’s paws?  Thou art now Christ’s freeman, thou mayest tomorrow be Satan’s bondman?  Thou art now a vessel of honor, thou mayest suddenly become a vessel of wrath?  Thou art now greatly beloved, thou mayest soon be as greatly loathed?  This day thy name is fairly written in the book of life, tomorrow the book may be crossed, and thy name blotted out for ever?  This is the Arminians’ doctrine, and if this be not to keep souls in a doubting, trembling and shivering condition, what is it?

Christians, remember, this is your happiness and blessedness, that “none can pluck you out of your Father’s hand,” John 10:29.  That you are “kept,” as in a garrison, or as with a guard, “by the power of God through faith unto salvation,” 1 Peter 1:5.  “That the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but the kindness of the Lord shall not depart from you, neither shall the covenant of peace be removed, saith the Lord that hath mercy on you,” Isaiah 54:10.  “That Christ ever lives to make intercession for you,” Heb. 7:25; and that men and devils are as able, and shall as soon, make a world, dethrone God, pluck the sun out of the firmament, and Christ out of the bosom of the Father, as they shall pluck a believer out of the everlasting arms of Christ, or rob him of one of his precious jewels, Deut. 33:26, 27.  I shall close up this chapter with an excellent saying of Luther: “The whole Scripture,” saith he, “doth principally aim at this thing, that we should not doubt, but that we should hope, that we should trust, that we should believe, that God is a merciful, a bountiful, a gracious, and a patient God to his people.”

From Thomas Brooks, Heaven Made Sure.

“Faithful is He that calleth you, who also will do it.” 1 Thessalonians 5:24

Heaven is a place where we shall never sin; where we shall cease our constant watch against an indefatigable enemy, because there will be no tempter to ensnare our feet.  There the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary are at rest.  Heaven is the “undefiled inheritance;” it is the land of perfect holiness, and therefore of complete security.  But do not the saints even on earth sometimes taste the joys of blissful security?   The doctrine of God’s word is that all who are in union with the Lamb are safe; that all the righteous shall hold on their way; that those who have committed their souls to the keeping of Christ shall find Him a faithful and immutable preserver.  Sustained by such a doctrine, we can enjoy security even on earth; not that high and glorious security which renders us free from every slip, but that holy security which arises from the sure promise of Jesus that none who believe in Him shall ever perish, but shall be with Him where He is.  Believer, let us often reflect with joy on the doctrine of the perseverance of the saints, and honor the faithfulness of our God by a holy confidence in Him.

May our God bring home to you a sense of your safety in Christ Jesus!  May He assure you that your name is graven on His hand, and whisper in your ear the promise, “Fear not, I am with thee.”  Look upon Him, the great Surety of the covenant, as faithful and true, and, therefore, bound and engaged to present you, the weakest of the family, with all the chosen race, before the throne of God; and in such a sweet contemplation you will drink the juice of the spiced wine of the Lord’s pomegranate, and taste the dainty fruits of Paradise.  You will have an antepast [foretaste] of the enjoyments which ravish the souls of the perfect saints above, if you can believe with unstaggering faith that “faithful is He that calleth you, who also will do it.”

From Morning and Evening, December 11.

John Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress provides a wonderful contrast between true and false faith.  Christian, possessing true faith, flees to the cross of Jesus where the burden on his back rolls away.  His great joy at the occasion reveals that Christian has trusted in Christ alone as payment for his sins:

Thus far did I come laden with my sin;

Nor could ought ease the grief I was in,

Till I came hither: what a place is this!

Must here be the beginning of my bliss?

Must here the Burden fall from off my back?

Must here the strings that bound it to me crack?

Blest Cross!  Blest Sepulchre!  Blest rather be

The Man that there was put to Shame for me!

As he comes to the bottom of the hill, Christian sees three men asleep with fetters on their feet.  One was called Simple, another Sloth, and the third, Presumption.  Out of his love and concern for them, Christian tries to awaken them and warns them of the danger that awaits them.  Each of these men portray many in our age.  They have a belief of sorts, but their belief does not stir them to go to the cross—each delays for different reasons.

Many today are like Simple.  When Christian warns him, he responds, “I see no danger.”  Simple may depict those who take a simple approach to life and eternity.  They believe what they can see and what they have experienced.  What could be simplier than that?  To them, there might be a God or there might not be.  In either case, they have a simple view of God—He is love and He forgives, so no matter what they do, everything will be okay.  They don’t want their life confused by theologies that tell them about God’s wrath or God’s holiness.  It’s easier to believe in a God of love.  It’s just that simple.  Their simple view holds them like chains on their feet from coming to Christ.

Others are like Sloth.  When Christina warns him, he replies, “Yet a little more sleep.”  These people believe, they really do.  They know there is a God, they know that Jesus died for sins, they know they need to repent and put their trust in Jesus to be saved.  And they will—some day—but not now.  They prefer to rest awhile.  They prefe

r to enjoy the pleasures of this world a little longer.  But one day (yawn), they intend to trust Christ—but not now.  Their desire to delay until another day shackles them and keeps them from the cross which liberates for eternity.

Still others are like Presumption.  He responds to Christian’s pleadings with a common proverb: “Every tub must stand on his own bottom.”  Rather than trusting Christ, Presumption is being lured to sleep because he believes that each man should help himself.  He is the self-made-man.  He certainly intends to get to heaven, but he will do so through his own good deeds and good life.  He will stand on his own bottom—he does not need to rely on anyone else.

Many are kept from heaven through such presumptions.  Jonathan Edwards once surmised: “Every man flatters himself, thinking that he shall escape hell, by what he has done, or is doing, or one day intends to do.”  That is an apt description of Presumption and his kin.  Those who are presumptuous flatter themselves.  They think they are better than God declares then to be.  They think they have no need of a Savior.

Oh, they will quickly agree that others might need one.  “If believing in Jesus helps you, that’s fine,” they say.  But in reality, they pity you that you are not strong as they are.  They will pull themselves up by their own bootstraps.  Since they boast on earth about their own deeds, there will be no place for them in heaven because “no one will boast before the Lord.”  The presumptuous are kept from the cross by their exalted views of themselves.  They will not come to Christ because they do not see the depths of their sin.

As the three returned to their slumbers, Christian walked on, puzzled by their harshness to him and his desire to help.  Bunyan records:

Yet he was troubled to think, that men in danger should so little esteem the kindness of him that so freely offered to help them, both by the awakening of them, counseling of them, and offering to help them off with their Irons.

So it is with those who are simple, slothful, and presumptuous.  Even when believers seek to share the truth with them, they become angry and upset for having their sleep disturbed.

Are you in one of these conditions?  Is your view of God and eternity simple or is it based on biblical truth?  Do you plan to repent “one day,” but now you see no hurry?  Do you think that each person has to do the best he can and God will accept that?  Then your faith is not true faith.  True faith sees the seriousness of the danger of eternal destruction of which God warns, sees the death of Jesus as sufficient to pay for all sins, and clings to Him alone for salvation.  Don’t be chained away from the cross through simple beliefs, slothful attitudes, or presumption.  Jesus says, “He that cometh to me I will never turn away.”

Falling Away by Jim Ehrhard

Fear has the power to paralyze.  If you have ever been alone on a dark night and heard an unusual sound, you know how paralyzing fear can be.  One pastor remarked: “Fear is the devil’s scarecrow to keep us out of God’s corn.”

Israel knew that kind of fear as they came to the edge of the Promised Land.  They sent spies into the land who returned with a fearful report.  Rather than move forward into a land of milk and honey, fear paralyzed the Israelites at Kadesh-Barnea.

Nothing should be more fearful than the possible loss of one’s salvation.  Yet many believers live in constant fear that, one day, they might lose their salvation through some act or lifestyle of disobedience.  The writer of Hebrews believed that Jesus’ death removed any such fear for believers: “He shared likewise in the same, that through death He might destroy him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, and release those who through the fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage” (Hebrews 2:14-15).  In other words, Jesus’ death on the cross should lead to assurance in His completed work, not to continued fear.

But whenever the issue of assurance is raised, someone always retorts, “Yes, but what about Hebrews 6?”  Many see in Hebrews 6:4-6 a passage providing air-tight proof that one can lose his salvation.  I once believed that.  In fact, my whole theology of the loss of salvation revolved, in particular, around that one passage.  However, while preaching through the Book of Hebrews, I came to realize that the context did not support my interpretation.  Hebrews 6 is not about the loss of salvation; it is about the security of true believers.

The Context of Hebrews 6

First, let’s consider the context of the Book of Hebrews.  The first thing we notice is that it is written to Jewish believers considering returning to their Jewish rituals to find their security.  Their situation is similar to that of the Galatians who wanted to add their Jewish rituals to the work of Jesus on the cross.  Paul reminded the Galatians that those who take such an approach are “fallen from grace.”

Here the writer of Hebrews reminds the Jews of the foolishness of returning to something inferior (the old law and Jewish rituals).  In Chapter 3, he reminds them that Jesus the Son is greater than Moses the Servant.  In Hebrews 7-9, he shows them the particular ways in which this new covenant is “a better covenant” than the old covenant.  “Why seek assurance of salvation through something that is inferior to what you have in Jesus?” is the idea that the writer sets forth.

Second, we notice that the warnings are about “not entering into God’s rest.”  Here the writer uses the experience of the Israelites at Kadesh-Barnea to illustrate the results of “drawing back.”  Their punishment was that they wandered in the wilderness instead of entering into the Promised Land.  Many have interpreted this to mean that believers who do not press on lose their salvation: the Israelites did not enter the Promised Land — these believers will not enter Heaven.

But such an interpretation hangs on the fact that the typology is correct.  Is the Promised Land synonymous with Heaven?  We know it is in Negro spirituals, but is it here in Hebrews?  The typology is this: all who did not enter the Promised Land are types of all who do not enter heaven.  While most today might not see any problem with that reasoning, any Jew would consider your conclusion ridiculous.  After all, one very important person who left Egypt with these Israelites also failed to make it to the Promised Land: Moses.  If these are examples of unbelievers who did not gain heaven (the Promised Land), then what about Moses?  Is he also lost, shut out from heaven?

Surely you see the problem.  Surely there must be another typology present in the writer’s mind.  There is.  Elsewhere in the New Testament, the Red Sea is seen as the picture of passing from death into life.  Indeed, in 1 Corinthians 10:2, Paul reminds the Corinthians that “all [who] passed through the sea, all were baptized into Moses.”  If you asked an Israelite, “When was Israel saved?” they would respond, “When we passed through the Sea.”  Not, when they entered the Promised Land.

What, then, does the Promised Land portray?  Jesus promised believers that they would not only have life, but “have it more abundantly.”  In other words, the Christian life is designed to be a life overflowing with “milk and honey.”  Many through fear, disobedience, and unbelief fail to enter into that life.  Instead of enjoying the blessings of their relationship with the Lord in this life, they wander aimlessly just as Israel did in the wilderness.

The third observation from the context of Hebrews supports this interpretation.  Be careful to notice what these believers are in danger of losing.  Is it their salvation?  In Hebrews 6:9, the writer says they could lose “things that accompany salvation.”  In other places (Hebrews 6:12 and 10:34-36, for example), he tells them that they will lose “rewards” and “promises,” not salvation.

Finally, let’s consider the context of Hebrews 6 itself.  In the preceding passage (Hebrews 5:12-6:3), the issue is a failure to grow as a believer.  If Hebrews 6:4-6 is about losing salvation, then we would need to warn people who fail to grow and become teachers that they will lose their salvation!  (That may be great for Sunday School recruitment, but it is terrible theology!)  In the section that follows (Hebrews 6:7-20), the focus is on assurance.  In verse 10, the writer notes that God will not forget to reward us for the things we have done in ministry.  In verse 11, he desires that every reader come to a “full assurance” of salvation (which would not be possible in the theologies that teach that you can lose your salvation).  In verses 13-20, the writer concludes this section by pointing to the basis for assurance – not our deeds, but God’s promise and Jesus’ finished work.

Issues in Hebrews 6

Three initial questions arise as we consider Hebrews 6.  First, are those who “fall away” believers or non-believers? Many evangelicals have attempted to ignore this warning by claiming it was written about non-believers.  Someone has said that it referred to “professors of eternal life, not possessors of eternal life.”  Puritan John Owen and Baptist preacher John Gill interpreted it to refer to those who were “externally” believers, not internally believers.

However, neither the context nor the passage will allow such an interpretation.  Note the use of “we” in verse 3.  The writer seems to include himself in these categories.  When we read the list of descriptions given in verses 4-5, we would naturally conclude that the writer is referring to believers.  Indeed, Charles Spurgeon notes about these verses: “If the Holy Spirit intended to describe Christians, I do not see that he could have used more explicit terms than these are here.”

The second question relates to the issue of losing salvation. To begin with, the passage does not mention salvation.  It states that it is “impossible to renew them to repentance.”  While repentance is clearly required for salvation, it would be wrong to equate every use of the word as being salvation.  Indeed, the New Testament makes it clear that even believers need to repent continually.  Beyond that, the language of verse 6 could be translated in one of two ways: “It is impossible to renew them to repentance since they crucify…” or “while they crucify….”  Hence, the writer could be indicating not a permanent condition (since), but rather a condition that will not change as long as the believer remains in this state (while).

If interpreted as the loss of salvation, these verses present a number of theological problems. In verse 4, the writer of Hebrews mentions the “gift,” but, if it is not truly free, then is it truly a gift?  Secondly, there is the question of the role of God in salvation.  Again, the writer of Hebrews alludes to his understanding that the issue of security lies with God.  In verse 3, he notes that we can press on “if God permits.”  In other words, we have a part to play in our growth, but ultimately it all rests in God’s hands.  In Philippians 2:12-13, we see the same tension: “Work out [not work for] your own salvation, for it is God which worketh in you, both to will and to do, for His good pleasure.”

To interpret this passage as losing salvation, one must also question what God has said regarding His “keeping power.”  In verses like Philippians 1:6 and 1 Peter 1:5, God indicates His power and willingness to keep those who are His.  The writer of Hebrews also taught that the security of our salvation rested not on us, but on the prayers of Jesus for us (see Hebrews 7:25).  If one who is saved becomes lost, then Jesus is shown to be ineffective in His praying for us.

The final question to be raised relates to the issue of apostasy or falling away.  What is it that the passage indicates they fall away from?  Salvation is not mentioned in the passage.  The context suggests that the writer is warning about the failure of believers to press on in Christian growth and service.  They have fallen away, not from salvation, but from pressing on to be what they have been called to be.

Evidences of Falling Away

Before we leave this passage, we must ask what is the warning given so that we may heed it ourselves today.

Three evidences of one who is falling away are given in the last verses of Chapter 5.  Not Hearing the Word is one evidence (vs. 11).  The writer says they have become dull of hearing.  Like those who no longer hear the passing train after years of living by the tracks, these readers had become dull to the word of God.  They sit in congregations week after week and hear the Word, but it no longer impacts their lives as it once did, because they have become dull of hearing.

A second evidence is Not Growing (vv. 12-13).  Here the writer says that they ought to be teachers.  While they have been taught much, they have not grown to the point that they are able to teach others.  Instead, they continually need to be taught the simple things again and again.  The illustration used by the writer compares milk with their intake of God’s Word.  To understand this word picture, we must be reminded of what milk is to babies. In simple terms, it is pre-digested food.  The baby is unable to chew and digest for itself, so the mother eats the food and gives nourishment to the child through her milk.

There is nothing wrong with milk for nourishment when you are a baby.  But as a baby gets older, he needs to learn to eat for himself.  Believers in danger of falling away are those who still depend solely upon milk (pre-digested teaching of God’s Word) for their nourishment.  They should be able to eat (enjoy God’s Word) for themselves, but they cannot.  They continue to rely on others for all they receive.

Such is the sad state of most “Sunday Christians.”  The only nourishment they receive from the Bible is a Sunday morning sermon or Bible class.  The rest of the week, their Bibles sit untouched while their souls go unnourished.  They ought to be teachers by now, but instead someone has to keep teaching them.  Such are in danger of falling away.

The third evidence of falling away is Not Practicing. In Hebrews 5:14, the writer distinguishes between those who are “trained” and those who are not.  Those who have trained themselves have done so by putting into practice what they have learned.  Those in danger of falling away are those who hear but never practice what they have been taught.  This concern was made even more clear in Hebrews 2:1: “Therefore we must give the more earnest heed to the things which we have heard, lest we drift away.”

The Effects of Falling Away

The writer also suggests three effects of this condition. First, those who are in danger of falling away have No Building. In Hebrews 6:1, he speaks of laying a foundation in believers’s lives.  Paul uses a similar analogy in 1 Corinthians 3:9-13.

What a sad state is used to describe these believers.  They have the foundation (Jesus) but live in a house with no walls or roof.  No wonder the Christian life is frustrating for them.  They have not built anything upon that foundation.  When the storms of life beat upon them, they have no protection (compare Matthew 7:24-27).

Second, these have No Witness. Hebrews 6:6 describes the shame that such a one causes the Lord Jesus.  Rather than being a light pointing to Jesus, these are continually putting Jesus to “an open shame.”

A story is told about Peter escaping a Roman prison during the persecutions under Nero.  As Peter is fleeing out of Rome, he is surprised to see Jesus going into Rome.  He stopped Jesus and asked: “My Lord, where are you going?”  Jesus replied,” I’m going to Rome to die in your place.”  With that, Peter turned around, returned to Rome, and died a martyr’s death on a cross.  However, when the time came to be crucified, Peter asked to be crucified upside down, saying, “I am not worthy to die as my Lord died.”  When believers do not press on to live for the Lord, they fall away, and “crucify again for themselves the Son of God and put Him to an open shame.”

No Fruit is the third effect of falling away.  In verses 7-8, the writer of Hebrews gives an illustration of what he has referred to in Hebrews 6:4-6.  There he pictures two plots of ground.  Both receive the same rain, but they produce different results.  One produces fruits useful to the one who cultivates (the Lord); the other produces thorns and briars.  One who has fallen away produces no fruit for the Lord and His kingdom.

The effects of falling away are serious.  They result in believers having no building, no witness, and no fruit.

End Results

Verses 7 and 8 also speak of the end results of theses two types of lives.  The one that goes on to maturity is “useful” to the Lord and thereby “receives blessing from God.”  The second that falls back and bears only thorns and briars receives a burning.

The Scriptures speak of two types of burnings.  One is for eternity; the other is for testing and purifying.  In 1 Corinthians 3:14-15, the Apostle Paul describes the burning of testing.  There he makes it clear that we will all experience this fire but that some whose works are nothing but wood, hay and straw, will find their deeds completely consumed on that final day.  But what will be the eternal result of this burning?  Will they lose their salvation?  No, Paul clearly states that, though they will suffer loss, “they will be saved though as through fire.”

The writer of Hebrews seems to be speaking of that same type of burning in Hebrews 6.  Notice carefully the words he uses.  The ground is not cursed (which might indicate a loss of salvation) but “near to being cursed.”  And “its end is for burning.”  In other words, God will not take away their salvation, but will expose the sum of their lives to His fire.  And even if all is burned up (1 Corinthians 3:15), they will not be lost.

Faith is essential.

According to the Christian religion, faith is the great essential thing.  “Without faith it is impossible to please God.”  Whatever we may do or may be, we cannot be acceptable with the Most High unless we believe in him.  Even prayer can only be a mockery if it be not the prayer of faith.  “He that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently him,” or else he does not really pray.  The Lord Jesus Christ died to save men but it is certain that no man will be saved without faith.  Even the blood of Jesus Christ does not save any except those who believe in it.  “God so loved the world” is a very wide expression, but remember how the verse goes on, “God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth on him should not perish but have everlasting life.”  Without faith, Christ is not ours.  His blood cannot cleanse us; his life cannot quicken us.  We must have faith to get at the blessings of salvation.

Faith is continuous.

Suppose we could be brought into touch with Christ without faith for a while, yet, if we had not continuous faith, we should not have a continued connection with the Savior, and consequently should not abide in eternal life; for it is written: “the just shall live by faith.”  They not only begin to live by faith, but continue to live in the same manner.  In our holy religion, everything is by faith, faith for life, and faith for death. Even the first tears of repentance must be salted with faith, and the last song on earth shall be full of faith. Ye must have faith, or ye must perish.  “He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved, but he that believeth not shall be damned,” is the declaration of Jesus Christ the Savior Himself.

Faith is relying on Christ.

We have [already] seen that it is essential.  It is [also] very important to understand its nature.  Well, faith with regard to God is the same as faith with regard to anything else.  It is the same act of the mind, though it differs as to its object.  When I believe in God, it is the same kind of mental act as when I believe in my friend.  I believe with the same mind.  Tis true that all saving faith is the work of the Holy Ghost in us; but be it always recollected that we ourselves believe, and that the Holy Ghost does not believe for us. What has the Holy Ghost to believe about?  It is not written that he is to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ.  No, but we are to believe in him.  He leads us to faith, but the faith is our own act and deed.  If I understand aright the faith which saves, it is just this.  God has revealed such-and-such truth, I believe it to be true, and I so believe it to be true that I act upon it.  God has said that he has laid sin upon Christ; I believe he has done so.  He tells me that, if I trust Christ, I may be assured that my sin was laid upon Christ.  I trust Christ, that is, I rely upon him, and the reliance which springs out of belief is the essence of faith.

Faith is evidenced by its actions.

When a man believes a bank to be safe, he will put his money into it if he has need to do so; when a man believes in the honesty of another, the practical issue of it is [that] he takes his word and trusts him.  Now, mark, if I really do rest in Christ, I shall do what Christ bids me.  Faith must lead to obedience. He bids me forsake sin, and I do it by his help.  He bids me follow him, and I shall do it if I really believe in him.  A doctor says, “Now, trust me, my man, and I will cure you.” I trust him.  He sends me medicine and I take it.  But suppose I do not take the medicine; well, then, I never trusted him; my neglect proves I have not done so.

Faith includes obedience.

The only trust that saves the soul is that practical trust which obeys Jesus Christ.  Faith that does not obey is dead faith—nominal faith.  It is the outside of faith, the husk of faith, but it has not the vital corn of faith in it.  Sinner, if thou wilt be saved, thou must give thyself up to Jesus Christ to be his servant, and to do all that he bids thee.  Thou must rely alone upon him; trust not in fiction, but in reality, not by profession merely, but with thy whole heart; and thou must continue to lean, rest, and lie upon him, trusting alone in him.  This is what saving faith is.

Faith is a gift of God.

Now, there are some who say they wish they could get this faith; they declare that they would do anything to get it.  They earnestly long to believe, but somehow they cannot get a grip of faith, cannot quite make out what it is; or if they know what it is, they are still puzzled, they cannot exercise it.

Albeit faith is the gift of God, it is always the act of man— while faith is a privilege, it is always a natural duty.  Men are bidden to believe in Jesus, and are sinful if they do not believe in Jesus.  Where faith does exist, it is the gift of God; but where it does not exist, it is because men will not believe in him, but shut their eyes to his light.  If they would but see it, that light would convince them.